Stephen S.T. Pan ’55 survived years of war and many brushes with death before starting
a new life at IWU. At age 93, he looks back on his journey with both gratitude and
By PAM WINDSOR & TIM OBERMILLER
Over the decades, students have come to study at Illinois Wesleyan from all over the
world and from every walk of life. But few have enrolled with a background as unusual
as Stephen S.T. Pan’s. Before he was an IWU freshman, he was an officer in the American-trained
Chinese Army and an eyewitness to some of his homeland’s most significant historic
For Pan, who graduated in 1956, coming to Illinois Wesleyan fulfilled a long-cherished
dream. Based on his musical and academic achievements, the Methodist Church of New
York gave him a Crusade Scholarship that allowed him to pursue a college education
he had begun many times back in China, only to be thwarted by war or the threat of
invasion. Pan felt at home in the friendly campus community and challenged by the
demanding curriculum. But his thoughts were never far from the family and friends
he had left behind in China, or the many traumatic events he had witnessed and survived
At age 93, Pan recently took time out to look back on his remarkable life — of which
his time at Illinois Wesleyan was a relatively brief but crucial part.
Stephen Shih-Tung Pan was born to a Christian family in 1923 in the southeastern Chinese
province of Fujian, known for its mountains and coastal cities. Some of his earliest
memories involve music. He recalls an incident soon after his mother began taking
lessons to learn to play the organ. “One day her teacher, walking into our house,
said to my mother, ‘When did you learn to play that tune?’ ‘It wasn’t me,’ said my
mother. ‘It was my 5-year-old son.’”
Despite that early inkling of a musical gift, it would be years before Pan could take
lessons of his own. In fact, it wasn’t until he attended a university in China as
a young adult that he first began formal piano instruction. Less than three months
later, Pan recalls, he could play Mozart’s “The Turkish March” from memory.
He experienced his first of many brushes with death at age 12 when he received an
overdose of anesthesia during surgery for an extreme leg infection. When he woke up
20 hours later, “I found a crowd of family members, relatives and friends in a large
room. They were watching me die!” The wound took a long time to heal, and Pan relied
on his one good leg as he rode his bike for miles to and from his school.
After his father, a naval officer, moved the family to the British colony of Hong
Kong to escape the Sino-Japanese War, Pan attended St. Paul’s Boys School, a 20-minute
walk away from his home that he made four times daily. At the British school he excelled
in English and was the only student to pass the matriculation examination in his class,
making him eligible to enroll at either Hong Kong University or Cambridge University
in England. He decided instead to take time out to help support his parents and five
younger siblings and begin college later. But the complications ahead in realizing
that dream were more than he could have ever imagined.
A gift for survival
On Dec. 7, 1941, the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor. Less than eight hours later they
attacked Hong Kong. A few days after the first wave of Japanese bombings, Pan was at his job, working for the British government at a compound called the Indian Recreation Club. The club faced Kowloon Peninsula,
which had been taken by the Japanese, and Pan suggested to the British officer in
charge that it would be less conspicuous if vehicles arrived and left the compound
from the back. “They could see us by binoculars, I was sure.” The officer ignored
his advice. Later that afternoon, the compound came under attack. There was a soccer
field in front of the building, and he and another boy ran for one of the dugouts
as a shell exploded nearby.
“I told the other boy that the opening of the dugout was facing Kowloon, and we should
run for the other dugout with the back facing Kowloon. As soon as the next explosion
hit, I pulled his arm shouting, ‘Run!’ He was too scared to move. I ran.”
When the shelling stopped and they began trying to account for everyone, there was
no sign of the young man. “At the dugout, I found him dead, with shell pieces around
That same month, the British surrendered, leaving Hong Kong under Japanese control
for the remainder of World War II.
Despite the Japanese occupation, Pan began his college studies in 1942 at Lingnan
University, which relocated after the fall of Hong Kong to a small village in northern
Guangdong Province. His dormitory was a hut, there was little food to eat and he was
allowed to shower (in cold water) once a month.
On a dairy farm in Canton owned by the university and controlled by a Japanese Army
unit, Pan worked as a technician, testing milk fat. “One day,” he recalls, “a Korean
corporal walked into the lab.” He pulled a pistol from its holster. Pan jumped away
from his chair where he was sitting and the gun went off. “The bullet pierced through
my chair and stuck on the wooden door about 10 feet away. I grabbed his hand and shouted,
‘No!’” Pan still wonders if it was an accident or if the man intended to kill him,
but believes “God saved my life one more time.”
In 1943, the Chinese government began recruiting college seniors to train as interpreters
to help with communications between the Chinese, the Americans, and the British, all
of whom were allies during World War II. Although he was only a freshman, Pan was
chosen to attend the Interpreters Training Center located at the first U.S. base established
in the Chinese theatre in Kunming, Yunnan Province.
“After a few months, I was among the selected group of 40 to be sent to CBI (China
Burma India Theatre) to join the Chinese troops to fight the Japanese invaders who
had taken Burma.”
Pan became chief interpreter for the 14th Division of the New 6th Army under the command
of General Albert Wedemeyer, a noted American military planner and commander in World
War II. Pan was given the rank of major and put in charge of some 40 interpreters.
The 14th Division fought the Japanese in Burma, then returned to China to protect
Chungking, China’s provisional capital city, from advancing Japanese forces during
the Sino-Japanese War. During his service, Pan had daily contact with American liaison
officers — and the honor of meeting General Wedemeyer.
“I met him in 1945 at his headquarters [in Kunming, China],” says Pan. “When he was
shaking my hand he said, ‘Major, you’re the best interpreter I’ve met!’”
After the Japanese surrender following the atomic bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki
in 1945, China rejoiced. But its future was clouded by looming civil war between the
Nationalist Kuomintang-led government and the Communist Party of China. Pan rejoined
his family in Hong Kong, where he found they had endured “great hardships under the
Japanese occupation.” However, his military service wasn’t over. Major General Lung
Tien Wu, in command of the 14th Division of the New 6th Army, sent him a telegram
requesting he join his troops’ efforts to fight Communist military forces occupying
northeast provinces that the Russian Army had turned over. Pan served as Secretary
of the Commanding General and the Executive Officer of the Information Office.
He was on horseback during a northward march when, “upon a roaring gunshot, I felt
hit and was thrown off my horse,” Pan recalls. “I found that I had been hit by dirt,
not the shell, which was a dud the size of watermelon I found a few feet from me!” Once
again, he had narrowly escaped death and could not help but wonder, “How often could
A college dream fulfilled
Pan was honorably discharged with the rank of lieutenant colonel in late 1947 to resume
his education at the prestigious National Cheng Chi University in Nanking, the capitol
of Nationalist China. Pan planned to major in diplomacy, but left before the Communists
took over the city. He then entered Fujian Christian University in Fujian Province,
but left after a semester, again due to the advancing Communist threat.
Returning to his family in Hong Kong, Pan was a senior interpreter for a British law
firm while resuming his passion for his music. “I had a reputation of being a bass
baritone soloist in local music circles,” says Pan, who also volunteered to serve
as choir director of the Baptist church his mother attended.
In 1951, when the church needed money to buy an adjacent building for expansion, Pan
suggested a concert to raise funds. He wanted to do something besides Handel’s Messiah, which at the time was the common oratorio performed by large choirs.
Pan’s longtime friend Harrington “Kit” Crissey, Jr., notes that the choice of Franz
Joseph Haydn’s The Creation was “extremely ambitious” and the first performance of the oratorio ever given in
Pan says he “fell in love at first sight” with Haydn’s oratorio, depicting the Biblical
creation of the world, when he discovered a copy at a local music store. Taking on
the demanding role of conductor, Pan also managed the concert’s complex logistics,
including recruitment of some 100 vocalists from area churches as well as “a pianist,
an organist and a few professional singers.” With three sold-out performances, the
church raised enough money for its expansion.
While serving as a choir director for a Baptist church across the harbor in Kowloon
City, Pan received news that he had been awarded a Crusade Scholarship by the Methodist
Church of New York to continue his higher education in America.
At Illinois Wesleyan, Pan was impressed by “the highlevel of music studies” and the friendliness shown to him by the University’s administration
and his classmates. He majored in sacred music, tackling a demanding curriculum that included courses
in performance, conducting, orchestration, hymnology and music theory taught by esteemed
music faculty such as Lloyd Pfautsch, Henry Charles and Lillian McCord.
“I have considered IWU as the best university I had attended,” says Pan, who was a
member of the Collegiate Choir and Phi Mu Alpha fraternity.
Pan took time out from his busy college life to address local groups. For the Kiwanis
Club, he was asked to reflect on the current “Chinese situation,” as reported in the
March 21, 1955, Bloomington Pantagraph. “[Pan] thinks the present situation was brought on by the failure of the United
States to act in time to prevent the Reds from taking China, plus our continued reluctance
to block Communist expansion. In that, we believe he is correct.”
The Pantagraph had earlier noted a 1954 invitation by the El Paso, Ill., Methodist Church for Pan to speak at a fellowship dinner, while
the same paper reported his upcoming senior recital at IWU’s Presser Hall in April
1956, in which his performance would include “two numbers by Hadyn and a selection
from the ‘Messiah,’” as well as Brahms and Wagner.
After he had earned his bachelor’s degree from IWU, Pan’s Crusade Scholarship was
extended a year — time he used to earn a master’s degree from the University of Rochester’s
Eastman School of Music in Rochester, N.Y. The woman he had fallen in love with back
in Hong Kong joined him there to complete her nursing education. They wed and began
a family that grew to include four children. Pan began work for a chemical engineering
company while attending evening classes at the University of Rochester, where he earned
a bachelor’s degree in mathematics and a master’s in industrial statistics.
For nearly three decades he was a computer programmer for several large companies,
but became discouraged, believing he was both “underpaid and treated with racial discrimination.”
Pan returned to his roots as a translator, becoming a highly regarded court interpreter.
Familiar with many dialects — including Foo Chow, Mandarin and Cantonese — he assisted
communication between court officials and Chinese people with limited English-speaking
skills. He retired after serving some 2,000 cases for state, district and federal
courts and now lives in Marlton, N.J.
For many years he continued to share his musical talent in his church and was often
asked to perform “The Lord’s Prayer” at weddings. Later, he was invited to be part
of a program set up by fellow Eastman School of Music alumnus Crissey to reunite music
majors from their era as students for a special alumni performance. Pan’s song tape
and several musical compositions were also donated to the school’s archives by Crissey
on Pan’s behalf.
Today, Pan’s memory remains sharp, and he can still paint a vivid picture of a time
in history many know little about. “He’s a direct link, when you talk to him,” explains
Crissey, “to the Chinese effort, or lack of effort, depending on how you look at it,
against the Japanese in World War II. And also the Chinese Civil War, the Nationalists
against the Communists. He’s very important for that reason.”
Although Pan never returned to Hong Kong, he did succeed in bringing all his family
members to the United States, which he considers “the greatest democratic country
in the world.”
In retirement, Pan stays busy. He especially enjoys writing, including memoranda to
U.S. congressmen as well as portions of his memoirs. In one piece, he recounts how
the performances he led of Haydn’s Creation in Hong Kong came about. In another, he looks on the numerous times that he was nearly
killed but miraculously saved. The title of this essay, expressing both Pan’s sense
of awe and gratitude, is simply: “How God Has Saved My Life.”