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Landfall
by Michael Wettengel

Landfall, Part 1, consists of the first nine chapters of a much longer story (thirty-three chapters in all) that is a prequel to Garamoush, a novel I have published through Amazon in both eBook and physical format. Landfall tells the story of a near-sighted man named William and his infertile wife, Orla living in the city of Harbiton. Despite being a fantasy novel, the narrative closely follows William and Orla's attempts to feed themselves and avoid being entangled in the war that their country is currently in. Alistair Steinholt, the soon-to-be lord of Harbiton soon attempts to contract William to work for him, which forces William to start choosing between morality and practicality. However, while plot and characters are important, what I have conceptually undertaken with Landfall is just as important to me. A lifelong devotee of the fantasy genre, I have strived to make an novel that belongs to that genre while instilling in the genre a much greater sense of realism-in effect, creating a hybrid of fantasy and realism. While I am not the only author to have taken on such a quest-George R. R. Martin is one of the greatest contemporary authors to have done so recently-my work, too, does this. Here, I will show how I make my hybrid by offering the contours of the fantasy genre and discussing how that genre does not adhere to the dictates of realism, which, for me, is largely defined by subjectivty, complexity, and uncertainty. And then I will demonstrate how Landfall offers an engaging, and in some particular ways unique, blend of fantasy and realism.

The Cloud Neighborhood
by Kristina Dehlin

While writing these poems, I thought critically about my existence and the existence of others in ways that were both difficult and enlightening for me. I was definitely altered, but to have such an effect on anyone else is a large undertaking. It feels a bit like a one-sided relationship that the world I have interacted with for this project (that is, the specific poets and locations I studied) will likely never interact with me. My hope with this collection, however, is that I can draw the attention of my readers to some of the issues that concerned me and inspired my writing. I want them to question their own place in the world-- how they got here, how stuck they are in it, how they do and should feel about it--and furthermore their ability, willingness, or necessity to empathize. I want to alter their thoughts for as long as I have their eyes on my work. If I am right about this collection's theory on the unbreakable connection between the world and the individual, then that will be enough to start changing our small place in the world.

Pimping Caterpillars: Select Constructed and Conscious Performances of Black Masculinity from the 'Minstrel' to the 'Real Negus'
by Anastasia Lowenthal

I am no expert in black masculinity. As a white female from a small, predominantly white town, I cannot claim to understand what it is like to grow up as a black man in America. However, I believe that I, and many others, can come closer to understanding some of today's complex black masculine identities through the history of constructions and conscious (re)constructions of images of black masculinity. There are countless routes that could have been taken, and admittedly, so much more that could be said about countless images of black masculinity, including those I have represented. The few constructions that I have chosen I believe are representative of the most popularly white-consumed images of masculinity of the nineteenth through the twenty-first centuries. An entire book could be written on the representations of black masculinity, and it still may never be defined. But that is what makes it interesting - the ways in which it has transformed over time, sometimes in compliance with and sometimes in reaction to white perceptions of black men. In studying selected instances of restrictive, white-constructed representations of black masculinity such as the "Uncle Tom" and the "minstrel," the "Real Nigga" who rejects white society and retaliates by expressing his power and prowess can be more deeply understood. Looking at Staples's and Lamar's criticisms of gangsta rap reveals some of the downfalls of N.W.A's "Real Nigga" identity, which, although revolutionary, was in many ways a performance of minstrelsy that satiated the American fantasy of the young black "gangsta" as the brute. The more self-aware identities that Staples and Lamar represent provide an insight to the ways that black men are viewed by modern society. They demonstrate the ways in which their ever-shifting identities influence and are influenced by the communities in which they live and the outside world's perceptions of them.

Those Who Trespass
by Emily Susina

No copy of this thesis is available.

Peace With No Thing
by Patrick Cavanaugh

In this short story cycle, concrete human experience orbits abstractions, specifically the ideas of violence, pain, and indifference. To the protagonists of these stories, these abstractions seem to be in control of their lives. Pain and violence are dense bodies that hold the protagonists in their orbit. They feel there is no escape from the cycles, that they are stuck in orbit around a painful existence that will forever steep them in misery. By demonstrating how these characters' stories are connected through webs of pain, I seek to help the reader understand cycles of violence.

Thank You for Calling
by Colleen O'Connor

It seems absurd, sometimes, that I answer a suicide hotline when I still struggle to manage my own recurrent mental illness. Many mornings, I wake up with depression curled on my chest like my fat cat, and confuse the crushing weight for a collapsed lung. I am not always sure how much longer I will be able to keep rising before my body gives up on breath. I make lists of reasons why I should stay alive, go to work, and read them aloud to strangers in my most supportive voice. I dream about faceless children loading guns underwater and imagine the first time a caller kills herself while on the phone with me. I worry about whether I will be able to get a job, pay the rent, afford my prescriptions. I buy dry shampoo, too tired to wash my hair. After hours in the trenches of writing, I sometimes look at my lover and startle, as if just realizing that he has been here all along, as if I had been watching a stranger wash the dishes and make me breakfast. I take my medicine. I make the bed. I write these poems.

Preyer
by Mack Rivkin

One of the most difficult obstacles I faced while working on this collection of writings was articulating exactly what this project is. It is, on the surface, a Research Honors Project, defined by Illinois Wesleyan University as "an opportunity for qualified seniors to engage in a significant research project under the guidance of a faculty advisor" ("Office of the Provost"). In my preliminary Research Honors proposal, I declared my intention to concoct a capstone project which, through ecopoetics, would honor my four years of study in the fields of Environmental Studies and English. I wanted to utilize my skills in creative writing, mainly poetry, to continue exploring complex human-environment relationships and eventually give insight to my readers through vicarious exploration.

Memory, Deconstructed and Reconstructed An Ontward Expression of an Inward Reality
by Jessica Rochford

Opening Paragraph

Lieux de Memoire, or "places of memory," are symbolic sites of national identity. Defined in Le Grand Robert de la langue franfaise, the term is attributed to French historian Pierre Nora. Nora has compiled two large project anthologies and several individual books of essays by various authors that identify and reflect upon symbolic sites of great national importance throughout France. Nora's various collections of work, span over "seven volumes, six thousand pages") and "more than one hundred and thirty authors" (Le Goff 118). The particular project of Nora's that I will focus on, titled Realms of Memory: The Construction of the French Past, includes: Volume 1: Conflicts and Divisions, Volume 2: Traditions, and Volume 3: Symbols. Here, I will examine and apply theories from Nora's third and final volume of this project, Symbols.

Thy Father and Thy Mother
by Natalie Lalagos '12

A collection of poetry by Natalie Lalagos.

exercising with my demons
by Bryn Saunders '12

A collection of poetry by Bryn Saunders.